okay, last day of 2007.. let's see what i've done today...


First thing in the morning:

1) Woke up at 7+ to puke for 3 rounds
2) Diarrhoea
3) Shift the arrangement of the furniture in my room
4) Hang out with Clement, Syukri and Fahmy
5) Stare in to blank space for the rest of the day


New year resolution? None yet. :D

It's 8+, Siloso Beach Party have started and i'm at home.


SIAN

uniquely rachel ! iloveyou says: eu seems like
uniquely rachel ! iloveyou says: there seems tuh be a line eu drawn urself between eu and the outside world
uniquely rachel ! iloveyou says: i dont know how tuh put it in words


haha, my friends think that this is so damn true about me. LOL


oh well...

DAMN, i'm sick.. AGAIN!

childhood love is the most unconditional...

another damn good reason to support Random 3,5 & 6 below.

Random 1:

weiquan is feeling damn low and emo, never so emo before.

Random 2:

weiquan never had a xmas wishlist before, below was the first

Random 3:

4th quater of 2007 isn't good for weiquan at all

Random 4:

weiquan don't know whether to go back NCC after his buddies leave for NS

Random 5:

this 3 weeks of holiday seems like hell week for weiquan, mental and emotional torture.

Random 6:

weiquan is as good as living in hell.


Random 1 + Random 2 + Random 3 + Random 4 + Random 5 + Random 6 = not the usual weiquan anymore. back to a quiet kid like when he's still a child


*frowns* *cheesepie* *big frowns* *not very happy*

okay okay, xmas is coming so this shall be my xmas wishlist post!

:)

1) Land Rover Defender! / Lancer EX / Mazda 3 / Honda Jazz,Fit
2) Class 3 License
3) Pray hard my GPA for this sem don't drop too much
4) New phone mainframe
5) Better GPA for Year 2 & 3
6) you shall guess it
7) you shall guess it
8) you shall guess it again!


Dear Santa, i've been really good this year :D

Sagittarius

You are the calm eye of the storm, the place where everything is quiet and serene.

YOU SEE IT?!

FINALLY!

Your Brain is 67% Female, 33% Male

Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

oh shit. haha..

im a human with female brain and male body? lol

FINALLY!

finally it's with me after hiding after Safee's table for almost 6 months!

FINALLY!

and that someone didn't even wanna call me to collect it on that day!

FINALLY!


and i realised it only takes 1 hour to walk from hillview to jurong east! it's tested and proven!
isn't it cool? singapore ain't that big afterall..

went to help out for Open House on Sunday and Monday

Conclusion?

it's damn freaking boring, but no choice, for the sake of those points

Sunday was the worst of all, we were practically sitting there doing nothing, just to entertain ourselves, walking around doing nothing and i realise out of 10 person in the hall, there's only 1 visitor.. the other 9? either RP student or RP staff.

Monday was slightly better off at least there are more people coming in to look around, but half the time, we're busy going to other booth rather than doing our job, played lotsa games and alot of freebies too! LOL

alright, got to go to prepare some stuffs!

;)

oh yeah, hospital visits will be push back to early feb. like wth?

MAY I PRESENT CAPTAIN MAT RIDUAN!

holidays are finally here, i was dreading so much for holidays during school week and now when the holidays are here, i've got no idea what to do.

But 1 thing for sure, I'll be visit to hospital ALOT throughout this 3 weeks. Bless me :)


Birthday? Nothing happen much actually, wasn't a happy one except that the class kinda had a small surprise for me. Thanks people, and of course to those people who have wished me. Thanks alot.

walks away...

the reason why we hate our G-104 facilitator so much :)

Net work = F {MxA} x D
= M x A x D
= M x A x V x T
= M x V/T x V/2 x T
= 1/2 MxV²


rarrr

I'VE BEEN SIMPSONIZED!

4 walls.. a bed and a computer..


that's all i have to play since monday till the rest of the week :)

9 more study weeks and i'm done with poly year 1, hopefully..

meet my new girlfriend, boyfriend, friend, soulmate, new friend, buddy :

call him the emo armykid for being able to accompany me all these while when i'm almost everyday alone.

a funny story during a funny event by a funny guy :)

School have been pretty interesting for the past few weeks and i'm hoping more fun and things to come and yeah, counting down to our 1 break for the semester which is about a week? Its more than enough to recover my sleep and tireness for the past few weeks. UTs are up and i think i've done pretty bad for maths module. *cross fingers





Celebrated Regina's birthday on 16 Oct and had a small party in class.

Hari Raya visit at Hus house

2nd semester has officially started 3 weeks ago and i guess i've more or less settled down in my new class.

This semester module don't seem to be any easy even thou it's just a continuation of those that we did in semester 1 and one of it is something new. Contemporary Issues in Culture and Aesthetics. Sounds pretty interesting and easy but it's not.. It's the hardest module to score and for the first week i've gotten one very nice C. I haven't been getting back my strings of A, mostly Bs and a C. :S

Attended a talk today in school and this guest speaker said something which i think is very true..

'Qualification; that piece of paper only opens the door for that particular job entry which means that piece of paper is only worth the value of your first month salary. It does not affect whether you're going to promote or any salary increment. All those are based on your job performance.'

It has come to my realisation long ago that VW Beetle drivers, especially females driver. they like to put sunflower or daisy flower on their dashboard.


and i've no idea why.


probably i will put a loaf of bread on my car in the future :)




and people out there.. stop leaning your body against the pole on the train when it's crowded. IT'S DAMN INCONSIDERATE!

i think i'm suffering from very serious insomnia, unable to sleep well for the past few nights. Worst still, i toss and turn around the bed for 3 freaking hours last night and when i finally manage to fall asleep, i have 4 nightmares in 3 hours. Thats like an average of 1.3333 nightmare in a hour which kept me waking up and back to sleep. Well, at least my knee doesn't hurt that often for no reason anymore..

*never mind bout the model, she's not pretty anyway..


this is what i think a man should be driving even in cities! (even it's only a pickup)

Mitsubishi Triton

Pros:
4x4 wheel drive, Automactic Transmission
High engine capacity
Sits 4 passenger comfortably
Safety is definitely not compromise
Runs on diesel and petrol, good fuel consumption of course!
Big cargo load
Easy modification!

Cons:
Manufactured in Thailand
60km/h in Singapore

alright, school will be starting in 3 days time and i don't have the mood for anything? no mood for holiday no mood for school. bah.... whatever~ crap.

okay, new sem starting soon and i've got to know my new class, W46E. good or bad? i've no idea, have to wait till everything settle down first. and i've received by GPA for the first sem, 3.30.. i seriously have no idea how the hell i got that, i thought i would get 3.0 or something even lower.. i dont know. just continue to work hard and get that damn diploma over and done with.

SSC and study sessions with tracy, at least i feel that this holiday is well spent rather than doing nothing at home.

okay, i'm getting very random and i guess nothing else for me to update anymore


adios amigos

original picture


Jia Yong's version..




and i present to you.. MINE VERY OWN VERSION!



okay.. enough of nonsense. SSC 07 Bravo 4.. well, at least i feel that all the sleepless night and the torturing MO visit is worth it for this course, very much for those specialist in my platoon. I've attended numerous specialist and senior specialist course and this is the only course so far i feel that they are striving for what they want, have a clear goal in mind and i believe these are the people who will change the corps and history. Making 49 people (45 cadets + 4 trainers) getting together is no easy task, but at least we did it. It feels more like a elder brother, younger brother and sister relationship more than a trainer and trainee one and yet again, this is the only platoon that makes me feel that. Discipline and regimentation wasn't an issue at all. They have shown us the standard they have in them and that they deserve to be part of this course.



Day 1 : Monday 03092007


Already had sleepness night on Sunday because had to settle some admin stuffs, woke up pretty early and to find out that the cadets will only arrive in the afternoon cause there is still an on-going course in the morning. Fair enough, waited till afternoon then came the West/Air SSC trainees, but the sky isnt too happy and start to have a heavy downpour.. more than half the cadets were drenched on their way to camp. In processing was a big ho ha cause of the rain and trainers have to run up and down to find their cadets. After the rain is over, proceed to the MPH for Opening Address and had some lectures which was supposed to be on Tuesday but brought forward cause of the rain. Platoon bonding wasn't this good at this point of time because everyone is still in a mess. After dinner which is the cohesion night and when your trainers have no idea what to do.. the trainees stone. Manage to get some game going with hola hoops and stuffs. At least by little, manage to bring the platoon morale high by A LITTLE BIT. And the least you ever expected is that i fell sick on saturday and it worsen on Monday, it feels like i'm an old man sleeping under the bridge coughing my life away. Was sent to MO that night and it was a torturing one. Firstly, it wasn't in Amoy Quee, so have to travel all the way to Nee Soon, the journey took around 30 mins cause the minivan cant go fast. Reach there, the medic took your BP and particulars in jeans and t-shirt then came the MO with shirt, bermudas and sandals. How cool isnt it..



Day 2 : Tuesday, 04092007


Had another sleepless night because need to settle out those mess on Monday morning and manage to at least catch 3 hours of sleep. Worst still, i'm feeling stars around my head the whole day cause of the medication effect Woke up, had breakfast and there we go for our drill trainings. Pace stick, arms and foot drills all 3 in half a day for you to absorb. Coolness isnt it. After lunch is the Arms and Footdrill test. Broke up into our individual section. Mine? Bravo 4 Section 1. This is why the trainers and trainees are here in this course for. Much of a relax mood on the trainers side but i guess the trainees hate this moment the most. Dint finish off Arms drill test within the time allocated and had to proceed on with the Footdrill. All the stern looks on the trainers face definitely feared the trainees but at least for mine, i manage to calm their nervous mood down with my 'stone'. Over and done with Footdrill and relax time for all. This is the time where trainers and trainees had talks of different things from head to toe with no restriction on topics and this is where we get to know each other more. As for those who dint finish their Arms drill, they din't have this privilege but to finish off their test. After dinner had another round of cohesion night. I think this time round was more than a failure, had the whole Bravo company seated infront of us at the MPH and the Bravo trainers are staring back at them, hence they started off with their own bombing games. And then came the headache part for trainers, we have to shortlist people for interview for the awards, especially for this platoon, everyone seems to be outstanding and have each and their own qualities. After our own interview, we shortlisted 2 names and submitted them. Off they go to their bunks for sleep and it's time for the trainers to get down to work again to print certs and arrange lanyards and ranks.



Day 3: Wednesday 05092007


Yepp, dint have enough sleep again! Off to breakfast and back to bunk to clear up their stuffs, clean up and prepare to go home. Trainees had their ceremony rehearsal while we continue to sort out last minutes errors and get the necessary things done for the graduation ceremony. Then we proceed on to our photo taking and stuffs. Had our own AAR and stuffs while the shortlisted ones go through another round of interview then proceed on with the graduation ceremony. I guess this is the time where they feel excited whether they have passed or failed this course. After the award presentation and ceremony, proceed on to the donning lanyards and presentation of ranks and certificates at the upper parade square where the sun is directly shinning down. Minutes of torture for them under the sun in exchange for their lanyards and stuff, i guess it's worth it for them afterall. 45 cadets, 3 award winners, platoon best, company bests, arms drill best and 4 instructors. The most number of award we have clinch in this course. Why? Because we're Bravo 4.. Had our own last messages and closing speech on the same parade square and there we off to our last march to company line together, had our last cheer and last words to them before we meet again. Thou we may be seperated, but the spirits and bonding in us still remain as one. Well done guys..

WOOBIES!

holidays are here and i'm at home rotting like mad.. been watching prison break since sunday till now. i know i should get a life or something. But there isn't much thing for me to do out there. maybe i shall start cooking something special to kill my time off. Looking forward to SSC next week and tomorrow, at least there's something productive for me to do.

went down to Suntec for Comex today to buy ram for my laptop. the damn carpark is so packed, waited around 45 mins for carpark lot. Nothing special for this year Comex compared to last year i suppose, but at least it's much much bigger than previous years but definitely alot of good deals and bargains. if you're free and nowhere to go, would be a nice thing to drop by there.

-adios amigos -

F1 Turkey race and holidays are coming soon..


let's go kick some ass!

WOOBIES! week 16 and is the last week of semester 1, going to have my 1st GPA very soon..

had pizza party last friday and had lotsa photoshoot, will try to upload once i have it. and today? mac party.. hell losta of fun and we definitely burn somebody's pocket!

twin paradox, historic flight and whatever, i've conquered you guys today.

holidays are nearing the corner, next week in fact. not much plans available but i'm down for SSC and working during the weekends (some weekdays probably)

just manage to get Prison Break season 1 and 2 from Diana, shall have my Prison Break marathon during the holidays. i still have a couple of movies that i haven't watch. manage to get hold of The Secret's OST. not bad thou, hope the movie isnt disappointing.

last day of school is this thursday, dont ask me why it's not friday, i find it difficult to explain. might be going down to Sentosa for tanning and volleyball games with some of the classmates and in the afternoon there's SSC briefing.

i have no idea why i'm feeling cold everyday. more than half the time in the day i'm with my jacket on. i'm looking forward to this friday's SSC briefing and i dont know why. i'm bound to have a SAF career.

alright. another photoshoot starting soon

GASBANG BANGED

-adios amigos-

i realise i drink hot tea when i'm emo... hmmm

interesting..

school is fucked today!


irritating faggot

aaron says:
sian lah tomorrow
aaron says:
lol
`aH`QuAn - don't break the trust says:
nothing lah
`aH`QuAn - don't break the trust says:
disturb you only
aaron says:
she ask me accomany her go dental coz she pulling teeth
`aH`QuAn - don't break the trust says:
why leh
aaron says:
and is at 830!
aaron says:
i wanna SLEEP

........

aaron says:
nvm lah
aaron says:
she paying for my cab home anyway

aaron says:
lol sian lah
aaron says:
her dental sure end at 9 plus
aaron says:
woah lao go home by bus 10 plus lao
aaron says:
eh one major thing man
aaron says:
no felicia
aaron says:
hopefully e dental clinic there got tv
aaron says:
not ask if i will go in and watch e denist pull her teeth out
aaron says:
lol

yeah, that my friend aaron.

is it a shadow? trauma? a scar? or something i choose not to forget..?


i've no idea..


i'm 50% proven with cartilage worn out (osteoarthritis) WOOBIES!


*and yeah, Disturbia is good, but i expect something similiar to 28 weeks later but it's not. nevertheless it's a pretty good show and the best of all, i get to watch it for free! cause my friend downloaded it. :) movie and drama trading is a norm in my class.

alright, so i went back teck whye yesterday for parade observance and award ceremony, they gave me some crystal trophy or what you call it. right before the parade there's a sabotage case, for some reason, the state and school flag went missing which is supposed to be for the colors party, lucky the ncc flag is kept inside the school office. so ya ya bla bla.. over and done with the parade segment, continued with the show segment which i think is total chaotic and crap except for the hip hop RnB show.

apparently Bukit Panjang Govt High got Brigadier General (BG) Daniel or sth as their guest of honour which i dont know who is he and never hear before and yeah bpghs had produce alot of famous people in singapore. afterwhich met steph for breakfast cause she's just next door and it been a long time since we met up. after breakfast at lot 1 which i think we sat there for quite long, subsequently we went over to vivo for some shopping and walk around. spend the whole afternoon there and we talk hell lotsa thing from UG to both our individual relationships. sometimes it's really good to a friend to talk about such things. it really open up your mind and talk whatever we want. at least you know there's someone lending his/her listening ear to you.

after which we went over to city link for dinner and continued to talk about stuffs and lastly went to causeway point to catch a movie. somewhat i think it's a pretty fruitful meet up.



happy birthday singapore.

khalisah message me just now and i realise exactly a year before, me she and syafiq were either and indoor stadium waiting area waiting or at the national stadium for the parade segment for the last ndp at the national stadium before it tears down. great memories back then and yupp that's how i met khalisah and some other ppl from different ug.

i screwed up another test of mine today, i open up my notes but dint study last night and wasn't paying attention to the test questions.

WOOBIES!

okay, so RP is offcially declared open on tuesday night and guess what? they actually spent 100k for this event. Never mind, RP is rich anyway, they got nothing but pebbles, lawn and most important! $$ which they dont spend it on students. (they are going to earn their next $1,2o0 from me soon) They had a JUMP party at the lawn, something like ZoukOut but i dint go. Heard that the music was not bad. then came wednesday.. no school day! stayed at home the whole day practically doing nothing. 1 wasted day.


i heard - guardian angel

i'm not a big fan of chinese song, but this 2 song (i've upload to the music player) definitely caught my attention.. enjoy!

alright, so i've finished reading letters from iwo jima, chicken soup for the singapore soul ( the fastest thou) and now in the midst of reading machine that changed the world. the first 2 book is pretty nice and interesting, a book worth reading. but machine that changed the world wasn't the one i expected. rather, it's a business book on mass and lean production in the world.

so i had my presentation today at the lecture theatre which i think i totally screw it up. i know the contents well, but up there when it's my turn to present, i screw up big time. i stumble my speech through and i can actually present the wrong facts when my notes states the correct ones. i don't know what the fuck is wrong with me. i think i jeopardize the whole team.


lucks to me

yeah, maths tmr. fuck it.





fuck

So i was at the jurong library on friday just killing my time off cause my laptop battery died on me. so yeah, i was walking and browsing books in between the shelves and i happen to see 1 couple (honkies i believed, cause they speak damn fluent cantonense which i dont understand a single $$$) wearing school uniform, i mean secondary school uniform and they were happily 'romancing' and yeah romancing meaning french kissing with the girl moaning. It not happen only 1 time, but alot of repetitions. I've no idea why the girl moaned. If it's at home or room, i'll understand, but at the library, i seriously can't find any reason why.


-end of story-

At some point in life, people will evaluate themselves to see if they have been

a good child
a good student
a good boyfriend
a good employee
a good husband
a good father
a good grandfather,

evaluate their

performance
feelings
thoughts
ideas
actions

many a time, people will just be thinking that they did a wondeful job as long as nothing happen. Little did they know how the effects of these things happen unknowingly and the effects can be terrifying both mentally and physically.

perhaps it would be wise if one evaluate himself time and time again to make his life meaningful and fulfilling and treasure his love ones.

protected?



overprotected?



men don't cry physically
but emotionally

no way i'm touching all these molecule structures again

doritos with tostitos chunky salsa and hershey's special dark chocolate helps to neutralise when i'm emo

Spec Course Phase 1, Kilo Coy

oh yes, i got so bored in class today and found the new talent in me in photo editing. enjoy.









and yes, after so long, i finally know how the heck to use photoshop

Now in RP, studying (i hope)
No idea where i'm going to.
No idea what im going to do.
No idea what my future is.
No idea whats going to happen.
Well some say tomorrow is a step closer to death.
I'll take it as a step closer to life.
Living the day as it goes by.
But of course with some sort of eye on the future.

I love her.
I love music.
I love outdoors.
I cant be playing anymore in the near future though.
Its getting worse.
Fitness, must do something about it.
I miss those days in secondary school
When i could be so carefree
Happy go lucky
But as it seems now, at least for school,
Have to chiong again as it seems,
Still searching,
The perfect picture?
Perfect sound?
Perfect mood?
Perfect life?
To find my purpose
I really don't know
It's empty
My life is in a nutshell.

A man and his son are involved in a serious car accident. The father is killed, and the son is rushed to the emergency room. Upon arrival, the attending doctor looks at the child and gasps, “This child is my son!” Who is the doctor?

Engine type : Turbo FSI 4-cyl. petrol
Cubic capacity, litres/cm 3 : 2.0 / 1.984
Max. output, kW(bhp) at rpm : 147 (200) / 5000
Max. torque, Nm at rpm : 280 / 1800
Exhaust emission control : Euro 4
Gearbox, standard :6-speed direct shift gearbox (DSG)

Top speed : 233 kph

i want this Golf GTI, anyone? :D

THANKS TO THAT WHOEVER SWINE THAT EXTENT MY ORD DATE! cya mathafakar!

does this even look like me?! >:(



manage to recover some photo from friendster when 2LT Firdy is still around

Firdy's birthday celebration at Taka


the sergeant who never fails to wake up late and caught sleeping

pretty cool eh? design using photoshop

okay, 2 weeks of holiday's over in a few hours time. let see what have i done through the past 2 weeks....

PS: This post is rather long.........

Sunday to Thursday : yeah, kinda happening one, stuck in camp for Specialist Course Phase 1. Was held in SISPEC then, that's the 4th time i went SISPEC for HQ events. Got an OC appointment, being sandwich again, but anyway, not the first time.. Dint really have much sleep throughout the 4 days and i think total up that 4 nights i guess i have less than 12 hours of sleep. As usual, lecture, talks, presentation, army ncc badge test, best cadet selection. Well of course, best cadet selection of course there is bianess being shown somehow. But i would say kids nowadays are becoming more and more rowdy. They'll be thinking so what if you're clt, i dont even have to give a fuck to you, i'm here because my CO wants/force me to come. 5 years ago if you have that type of mentality, it's either you skip trainings or if you do attend trainings, be mentally prepared to get fuck around like no one else business be it you done something right or wrong, afterall at that time. You can come to a conclusion that even the right are wrong. Directives nowadays ain't the same last time. Let BMT or perhaps DB teach these kids what's right and wrong in the future. Anyway, Pavan has a very interesting way of conducting his army ncc badge test in the SOC ground :)

Left SISPEC on thursday about close to 7. Princess end up waiting for me for pretty long after her COC parade rehearsal at HQ. Sorry! That was don't know how many monkey donkey years since I've met her. Went to IMM to have dinner, dine at Coffee Club and well, Princess obviously had a feast down there and her sunburnt on her face is beyond description.


Friday: Yepp, friday was the COC parade, nothing much to comment on the parade cause as usual, i'm the carpark warden again. But yeah, it's fun working with 3SG Teck Wee. After the parade, went Causeway point to have dinner with Princess at Swensen and yeah, she's coughing as thou she had TB yet she still wanna have ice cream. Yeah, that's her :)

Saturday: Went out with my primary school classmates and that's was like close to 7 years apart after we met up. Had dinner at takashimaya and later watched movie at Cathay. Some have changed and well, some still look the same. Had a very fun time with them. There'll be another outing soon i suppose? Cya guys.

Sunday: Went over to my uncle's house for gathering cause my cousin would be enlisting soon. Had that fair share of chit chatting and crapping around!

Monday: Met up with classmates to buy stuffs for BBQ on Wednesday at ShengSiong, as usual, the crappy us being crappy throughout the whole shopping trip. Afterwhich, went Jessica's house to store all the items there and had a small gamble of cards then they had dinner outside and i left home for mine. Met up again after dinner at vivo cause they wanted to go up to Mt Faber. Reached the foot of the hill and began to hike up and apparently there's only 1 route over there. No choice but to take that route, cant even see what's infront of you cause it's freaking dark and none of us had took that route before so we decided to take the risk. Reach the summit after 10 mins which i think is pretty fast. Walk around up there and it wasn't a place for big group, you know what i mean and we hike down cause it's pretty late and dont wanna miss the last train.

Tueday: Met up with Princess at Jurong after her lesson at school and went The Cathay to watch Shrek 3. Kinda rain on our way there, slack at starbucks to kill time and the show's pretty funny and nice. Worth watching but it kinda relate back to Shrek 1 and 2. After the movie, went to walk around and decided to look for her skateboard, went Velocity, dint really have much choices and i would say Velocity is crap, worst than Queensway. They're rather selling fashion sports rather than sporting good. After that went Vivo to walk around cause Princess have to meet her sis and mum over there at 6, and YES, aftermuch shopping and few weeks of complaning. Finally found her skateboard over at Vivo, and Princess being Princess, she would grab it first and fast! and i end up the one bringing back for her because she's meeting her mum and the skateboard is... ILLEGAL! muahahaha..

Wednesday: Class BBQ day and Priscillia pick me up using her aunt's vehicle to transport the stuffs over to east coast and i would say she's a potential dangerous driver, causing road hazard to other user. I started the fire and began to BBQ all the stuffs and i'm offcially the bbqman and iron chef for the day. After the bbq, went over to M Faber again but this time round much bigger group, reach the summit, played some card game and left there at 3am then we decide to walk into Sentosa to Palawan Beach, it's a freaking long journey, 1 1/2 hours of continous walking and reach there at 4.30am. Found some tables,chair and poolchair which belong to the pub, sat there and crap for sometime and fell alseep by the beach. Woke up at 6.30am and the sky wasn't really bright yet. But the feeling is great as in, the moment u woke up you see the beach and the sea rather than 4 walls around you. It would be better if you're spending the night over with your love one over there :)
If only you had a house by the beach, but that's not possible in Singapore :)

Friday: Princess had her class bbq and before that i went over to her house and passed her skateboard to her and off she goes for her bbq and i'm still suffering from the lack of sleep at that point of time. So went back home and knocked out on the bed for sometime. Met Princess at about 11.30 for our midnight movie after her bbq, Fantastic 4. Much better than i thought it was. After the movie, we went back home as she's rushing for toilet to bathe, yeah, she sleptover at my house. Laze around and talk for few hours till she finally knock out at 3.30am. I din't really sleep because dint wanna waste the time sleeping, just a few short nap. It's really nice and blessing to be able to watch over your love one sleeping. At least she knows that someone is there for her even she's asleep. Woke up at around 1030, as usual lazing around, crap abit and watching a couple of movies from my laptop and soon it's evening and we headed out for dinner with my family at Lemongrass restaurant afterwhich we went to shop around for choker for her school 90th anniversary dinner. After shopping at bugis village, dint really find any nice ones. When we decided to meet my parents, finally found it inside Parco itself. Suits her dress perfectly. It's pretty late and yeah, have to head for home, much more chit chatting in the car and finally reached her estate.. :D

Sunday : Nothing productive today except for this long blogpost :)

oh yes.. my laptop is now finally free and clean from all damn virus.

NO MORE DAMNED THUMB DRIVES ANYMORE!

ALL THUMB DRIVES SHALL BE QUARANTINED.

the worst thing that can happen is that during your UT season, your laptop is infected with the virus, you can't start your UT client, have to complete your UT using written paper and you dint bring any pen with you.

and YES! finally done with UTs = less stress...

1 more week of school till my pathetic 2 weeks of holidays which i might or might not be going to spec course (still considering). you won't want to work with people you're not in favour with and they act like some big time MFs you know. it's not like i owe them a life!

Wednesday morning something miraculously happened, 12 missed calls, alarm clock rang, phone alarm rang, mom called, dad called, i'm still happily sleeping on my bed not even responding which means as good as a dead body lying there. this has never happened in my life before. when i woke up it's already 9.30 and i'm already considered absent from school, all thanks to badminton on tuesday night. :)


all the MATs with 125cc modified exhaust bike shall die a tragic death
there will be less noise pollution on roads

lalala
bababa
yabayabayabayaba

=)

after hearing some songs, kinda make me miss last year's NDP 06, all the saturday waking up early and heading to National Stadium for weekly rehearsals, all the weekend burns....

笨蛋 is the new smart~!

for school today, my group screwed up big time. we're totally out of the topic. i shall look forward for tomorrow to see what's for my grade. god bless.


okay, i shall start to screw small nuts from now, no SAF career for my beloved

and i shall marry my girlfriend at Sentosa on a floating platform in the waters with people on jetski-s including me and my girlfriend with a priest in presence instead of a pastor. :D

jet ski-ing away..

MONDAY - Wake up -> Go school -> Start 1st meeting -> Start 1st breakout - Buy 2 box of sandwiches from 7-11 -> Research, Eat up 1st box of sandwich -> Start 2nd Meeting-> Start 2nd breakout ->Prepare presentation and finish up 2nd box of sandwich -> Start 3rd meeting and presentation -> Go home -> Finish up the dumb RJ, Quiz and Evaluation before 2359 -> Submit to school network -> SLEEP!

TUESDAY - Wake up -> Go school -> Start 1st meeting -> Start 1st breakout - Buy 2 box of sandwiches from 7-11 -> Research, Eat up 1st box of sandwich -> Start 2nd Meeting-> Start 2nd breakout ->Prepare presentation and finish up 2nd box of sandwich -> Start 3rd meeting and presentation -> Go home -> Finish up the dumb RJ, Quiz and Evaluation before 2359 -> Submit to school network -> SLEEP!

WEDNESDAY - Wake up -> Go school -> Start 1st meeting -> Start 1st breakout - Buy 2 box of sandwiches from 7-11 -> Research, Eat up 1st box of sandwich -> Start 2nd Meeting-> Start 2nd breakout ->Prepare presentation and finish up 2nd box of sandwich -> Start 3rd meeting and presentation -> Go home -> Finish up the dumb RJ, Quiz and Evaluation before 2359 -> Submit to school network -> SLEEP!

THURSDAY - Wake up -> Go school -> Start 1st meeting -> Start 1st breakout - Buy 2 box of sandwiches from 7-11 -> Research, Eat up 1st box of sandwich -> Start 2nd Meeting-> Start 2nd breakout ->Prepare presentation and finish up 2nd box of sandwich -> Start 3rd meeting and presentation -> Go home -> Finish up the dumb RJ, Quiz and Evaluation before 2359 -> Submit to school network -> SLEEP!

FRIDAY - Wake up -> Go school -> Start 1st meeting -> Start 1st breakout - Buy 2 box of sandwiches from 7-11 -> Research, Eat up 1st box of sandwich -> Start 2nd Meeting-> Start 2nd breakout ->Prepare presentation and finish up 2nd box of sandwich -> Start 3rd meeting and presentation -> Go home -> Finish up the dumb RJ, Quiz and Evaluation before 2359 -> Submit to school network -> SLEEP!

okay, done with 1st week of school had past, not really used to it for the first 2 days and question have been popping out if i should just enroll back to ITE. but i survived



W34H, pretty crazy class with laughters and jokes everynow and then, fun loving people, got to know each other well way before all of us expected.



Sandwiches meal everyday due to the pathetic ever so packed canteen, 7-11 must be earning big bucks from the sandwiches.



So far i've got 3Bs and 1A for 4 of my modules so far and i left with 1 module unknown, hopefully it'll get better next week.



Celebrated Sabrina's birthday on Wednesday which is like 3rd day of school and everyone seem as if we've known each other for years and bonded.

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case u ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All i want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

I've been watching but the starts refuse to shine
I've been searching but i just don't see the sign
I know that it's out there?
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just get me through the night
I could use some direction
And i'm open to your suggestions

All i want to do is find a way back into to love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if i open my heart again
I guess i'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when i don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way i feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All i want to do is find a way back into love
I can;t make it through without a way back into love
And if i open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that i'll be there for you in the end

this post will be quite a random one..

i was thinking so far i'm in ncc for 7 years and 9 in total which also means i only have another 2 years to go..


Question : So what have i achieve?













Answer : nothing at all.

woo!!! my speaker is fixed!! i'm being to hear the BASS!!!

Just went for 53rd CLT Course POC, well, yet another batch of CLTs are created fresh from the oven.. i heard during their course, they confidently promise to serve HQ after today's ceremony..


we'll see whether are they going after that piece of cloth or going along with their passion..


we'll wait and see.. it'll be revealed soon......







* surprisingly the Swiss Wind soloist is still with the band! Great voice he has.. but he dint perform tonight, it's that 3 charlie angels

Went dinner last night with zongren and jiayong after the hetic IMT session, it somewhat make me think of secondary kids nowadays, School A is a pretty well known famous school and School B is just a normal neighbourhood school. School A never spend a single cent on their cadets with external agencies for trainings while School B spend thousand of dollar a year just to train their cadets for this IMT shoot. Results? School A did better than School B. Why? Cause it all lies down to the mentality of the cadets. School B cadets are just as good as those going down for trainings for the sake of attendance and dont want to get into any trouble with the school system. No one will like to be in the activity group that they dont wanna be in. Obviously School A has that problem too, but their cadets never give up trying and try to give their best. That's the difference between a famous and neighbourhood school.

Wanted to go for long john initially but ended up with Sakura dinner buffet at science centre, thou the price is pretty expensive, but in comparison to the food, it's definitely more worth then Seoul garden and those marina south steamboats. we totally went for 4 rounds of food and surprisingly zongren was the first one to give up. (you suck. haha)

anyway, got this from my friend's blog.

Women and girls and ladies.. They are somewhat the most complicating life forms on earth... Why do I say so? because i think they behave like cats... Unpredictable and sometimes very random... One moment she can be happily chatting with you, the other moment she will flare up and burn you.. Which makes me think that some of them are really scary.


Agreeable? I leave it to you guys to decide.



i'm gonna kill you, strangle you, bury you, clone you and kill your clone again!

okay, my speaker have been giving me problem cause the 2 right satellite speaker is always distorted and the problem dosent lie on the speakers but the circuit board inside the sub box and everytime the bass starts to hit, the vibration will affect the output plug and cause the distortion. then i start to resolve the problem myself. apparently those idiot who manufacture this speaker apply hotgule on the circuit board to stick on the sub box. *note: i dint mention the manufacturer* and i have difficulty removing the board from the board. and after removing those stupid dumb hotglue, the circuit board still refuse to seperate from the sub box, then i apply force to pull those 2 out apart... end result?


i ripped off the bass rheostat from the circuit board.. how cool is it







ta-dah! my new sub and the circuit board












and now.. the speaker distortion problem is settled because there's totally no bass now!

You have always longed for tenderness, love and a sensitivity of feeling into which you would like to blend. You are a very gentle warm person and responsive to 'All things bright and beautiful'. This personifies a caring person, a person who 'needs' and indeed 'needs to be needed'.

Of late, everything seems to be going so slowly - far slower than you anticipated - and this is causing you much anxiety and frustration. It would appear that there is little you can do about the series of events that now seem to be taking place. In spite of the fact that you feel like 'giving up' - don't. Take a deep breath and start over again and you will find that eventually the expression 'All's well that ends well' will have an extra special meaning for you.

All the problems that you have been experiencing of late seem to have become a part of your life and there is little that can be done to change the situation. Your emotions run high - but even though you feel as if at times you are about to burst this situation will pass. Try to release your pent-up emotions by participating in some extra physical activities like running, swimming, whatever. There must be some favourite pastime, not necessarily strenuous, that can help you to relax.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You wish to be left in peace... no more conflict and no more differences of opinion. In fact you just don't want to be involved in arguments of any shape or form. All you want is for 'them' to get on with it - and to leave you alone.


ok.. i hate to agree, but it's freaking true about me and what i'm feeling..

Try it, http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/

FUCK!

everyone is out to pissed me off!

what the hell is wrong with you guys?

can't you guys just tell me you cant be bothered?

when action pack movies ain't exciting
when comedies ain't funny
when your favourite movies and musics becomes so dull
when many things have been running through your mind
when you're not able to concentrate just 1 thing
when you think dying off would just solve everything


what do you do?

open up your window and jump straight down?
sleep through the whole week and never wake up?



i have no idea. help me.

okay.. this is what is happening.

1. i open up internet explorer
2. i log on to blogspot
3. log in to my account
4. and i forgot what i wanted to blog.

Yeah....

Oh yes

Ohhh..yeah..

Can this be true?

Tell me, can this be real?

How can I put into words what I feel?

My life was complete

I thought I was whole

Why do I feel like I'm losing control?

I never thought that love could feel like this

and you've changed my world with just one kiss.

How can it be that right here with me

there's an angel?

It's a miracle...

Your love is like a river

Peaceful and deep

Your soul is like a secret

That I never could keep

When I look into your eyes

I know that it's true

God must have spent...

A little more time

On you...(A little more time, yes he did baby)

In all of creation

All things great and small

You are the one that surpasses them all

More precious than

Any diamond or pearl

They broke the mold

When you came in this world

And I'm trying hard to figure out

Just how I ever did without

The warmth of your smile

The heart of a child

That's deep inside

Leaves me purified

Your love is like a river

Peaceful and deep (and deep)

Your soul is like a secret

That I never could keep

When I look into your eyes

I know that it's true

God must have spent...

A little more time

On you...

(on you, on you, on you, you....on you, on you, on you, you..) ohhh...

(on you, on you, on you, you....on you, on you, on you, you..) yeah...

Never thought that love could feel like this

and you changed my world with just one kiss.

How can it be that right here with me

There's an angel?

It's a miracle...

Your love is like a river

Peaceful and deep (peaceful and deep)

Your soul is like a secret

That I never could keep

When I look into your eyesI know that it's true

God must have spent...

A little more time

On you...

(on you, on you, on you, you..)

God must have spent...

A little more timeon you

(on you, on you..you....you..oooh..yeah)

A little more time

on you...ohhh

okay, it's pretty late now or rather early in the morning and i can't really get to sleep. still meddling some stuffs with my lappy, quite a headache actually like when the hell is school gonna use so many funny and weird programs.

28/03/2007

Woke up pretty late than usual and wasn't really awake and still lazing around, suppose to meet the Royale for movie, Mr Bean's Holiday, and yeah, left home at 2.30 thinking that i can barely make it in time, anyway, there wasn't any definite time to meet cause she's suppose to stay back in school for awhile. so ya, reach Clementi at around 3? and because she's still in school so waited till around 4.30. (i dint know where the heck i get this patience style of me from.) after meeting her at the platform, we just board the train towards Pasir Ris without knowing where are we going in the first place. and yeah we landed in Tiong Bahru Plaza. Bought movie tickets and she stood infront of the snacks counter for 5 mins thinking of what to get <-- ???

The movie is damn funny and pretty lame but it's definitely worth the money. Nothing much to comment bout, but thumbs up for the show. You guys should watch it. It's still the usual bickering session on the way back to her house =)

Guess she'll be pretty busy for the coming and rest of the week, afterall she still has so many uncompleted assignment!

don't girls like their boys to be patience and tolerant?

what's wrong with that?


o.O

I've just wasted 1 week of my life, guess i'll be wasting another one. :-/

Relationships of all kinds are like sand held in the hand. Held loosely, with an open hand, the sand remains where it is. The minute you close your hand and squeeze tightly to hold on, the sand trickles through your fingers. You may hold on to some of it, but most will be spilled. A relationship is like that. Held loosely, with respect and freedom for the other person, it is likely to remain intact. But hold too tightly, too possessively, and the relationship slips away and is lost.

migraine is killing me

the worst thing that can ever happen to you is when a blue formal mindef letter came knocking on your door step. and that's where misery starts...

ENLISTMENT!!

and the least thing that u wish can happen to you is to be posted to 35th Singapore Combat Engineer which equals HELL and DEATH.

yeah.. so perhaps 13 april you'll be able to see weiquan botak for the first time! how cool isnt it..

















BUT!



i'm deferring.. wahahahaha.. mono intake is a nononono! not in my dictionary.. :) good luck to me for poly~



*hops away*