after hearing some songs, kinda make me miss last year's NDP 06, all the saturday waking up early and heading to National Stadium for weekly rehearsals, all the weekend burns....

笨蛋 is the new smart~!

for school today, my group screwed up big time. we're totally out of the topic. i shall look forward for tomorrow to see what's for my grade. god bless.


okay, i shall start to screw small nuts from now, no SAF career for my beloved

and i shall marry my girlfriend at Sentosa on a floating platform in the waters with people on jetski-s including me and my girlfriend with a priest in presence instead of a pastor. :D

jet ski-ing away..

MONDAY - Wake up -> Go school -> Start 1st meeting -> Start 1st breakout - Buy 2 box of sandwiches from 7-11 -> Research, Eat up 1st box of sandwich -> Start 2nd Meeting-> Start 2nd breakout ->Prepare presentation and finish up 2nd box of sandwich -> Start 3rd meeting and presentation -> Go home -> Finish up the dumb RJ, Quiz and Evaluation before 2359 -> Submit to school network -> SLEEP!

TUESDAY - Wake up -> Go school -> Start 1st meeting -> Start 1st breakout - Buy 2 box of sandwiches from 7-11 -> Research, Eat up 1st box of sandwich -> Start 2nd Meeting-> Start 2nd breakout ->Prepare presentation and finish up 2nd box of sandwich -> Start 3rd meeting and presentation -> Go home -> Finish up the dumb RJ, Quiz and Evaluation before 2359 -> Submit to school network -> SLEEP!

WEDNESDAY - Wake up -> Go school -> Start 1st meeting -> Start 1st breakout - Buy 2 box of sandwiches from 7-11 -> Research, Eat up 1st box of sandwich -> Start 2nd Meeting-> Start 2nd breakout ->Prepare presentation and finish up 2nd box of sandwich -> Start 3rd meeting and presentation -> Go home -> Finish up the dumb RJ, Quiz and Evaluation before 2359 -> Submit to school network -> SLEEP!

THURSDAY - Wake up -> Go school -> Start 1st meeting -> Start 1st breakout - Buy 2 box of sandwiches from 7-11 -> Research, Eat up 1st box of sandwich -> Start 2nd Meeting-> Start 2nd breakout ->Prepare presentation and finish up 2nd box of sandwich -> Start 3rd meeting and presentation -> Go home -> Finish up the dumb RJ, Quiz and Evaluation before 2359 -> Submit to school network -> SLEEP!

FRIDAY - Wake up -> Go school -> Start 1st meeting -> Start 1st breakout - Buy 2 box of sandwiches from 7-11 -> Research, Eat up 1st box of sandwich -> Start 2nd Meeting-> Start 2nd breakout ->Prepare presentation and finish up 2nd box of sandwich -> Start 3rd meeting and presentation -> Go home -> Finish up the dumb RJ, Quiz and Evaluation before 2359 -> Submit to school network -> SLEEP!

okay, done with 1st week of school had past, not really used to it for the first 2 days and question have been popping out if i should just enroll back to ITE. but i survived



W34H, pretty crazy class with laughters and jokes everynow and then, fun loving people, got to know each other well way before all of us expected.



Sandwiches meal everyday due to the pathetic ever so packed canteen, 7-11 must be earning big bucks from the sandwiches.



So far i've got 3Bs and 1A for 4 of my modules so far and i left with 1 module unknown, hopefully it'll get better next week.



Celebrated Sabrina's birthday on Wednesday which is like 3rd day of school and everyone seem as if we've known each other for years and bonded.

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case u ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All i want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

I've been watching but the starts refuse to shine
I've been searching but i just don't see the sign
I know that it's out there?
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just get me through the night
I could use some direction
And i'm open to your suggestions

All i want to do is find a way back into to love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if i open my heart again
I guess i'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when i don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way i feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All i want to do is find a way back into love
I can;t make it through without a way back into love
And if i open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that i'll be there for you in the end

this post will be quite a random one..

i was thinking so far i'm in ncc for 7 years and 9 in total which also means i only have another 2 years to go..


Question : So what have i achieve?













Answer : nothing at all.

woo!!! my speaker is fixed!! i'm being to hear the BASS!!!

Just went for 53rd CLT Course POC, well, yet another batch of CLTs are created fresh from the oven.. i heard during their course, they confidently promise to serve HQ after today's ceremony..


we'll see whether are they going after that piece of cloth or going along with their passion..


we'll wait and see.. it'll be revealed soon......







* surprisingly the Swiss Wind soloist is still with the band! Great voice he has.. but he dint perform tonight, it's that 3 charlie angels

Went dinner last night with zongren and jiayong after the hetic IMT session, it somewhat make me think of secondary kids nowadays, School A is a pretty well known famous school and School B is just a normal neighbourhood school. School A never spend a single cent on their cadets with external agencies for trainings while School B spend thousand of dollar a year just to train their cadets for this IMT shoot. Results? School A did better than School B. Why? Cause it all lies down to the mentality of the cadets. School B cadets are just as good as those going down for trainings for the sake of attendance and dont want to get into any trouble with the school system. No one will like to be in the activity group that they dont wanna be in. Obviously School A has that problem too, but their cadets never give up trying and try to give their best. That's the difference between a famous and neighbourhood school.

Wanted to go for long john initially but ended up with Sakura dinner buffet at science centre, thou the price is pretty expensive, but in comparison to the food, it's definitely more worth then Seoul garden and those marina south steamboats. we totally went for 4 rounds of food and surprisingly zongren was the first one to give up. (you suck. haha)

anyway, got this from my friend's blog.

Women and girls and ladies.. They are somewhat the most complicating life forms on earth... Why do I say so? because i think they behave like cats... Unpredictable and sometimes very random... One moment she can be happily chatting with you, the other moment she will flare up and burn you.. Which makes me think that some of them are really scary.


Agreeable? I leave it to you guys to decide.



i'm gonna kill you, strangle you, bury you, clone you and kill your clone again!

okay, my speaker have been giving me problem cause the 2 right satellite speaker is always distorted and the problem dosent lie on the speakers but the circuit board inside the sub box and everytime the bass starts to hit, the vibration will affect the output plug and cause the distortion. then i start to resolve the problem myself. apparently those idiot who manufacture this speaker apply hotgule on the circuit board to stick on the sub box. *note: i dint mention the manufacturer* and i have difficulty removing the board from the board. and after removing those stupid dumb hotglue, the circuit board still refuse to seperate from the sub box, then i apply force to pull those 2 out apart... end result?


i ripped off the bass rheostat from the circuit board.. how cool is it







ta-dah! my new sub and the circuit board












and now.. the speaker distortion problem is settled because there's totally no bass now!

You have always longed for tenderness, love and a sensitivity of feeling into which you would like to blend. You are a very gentle warm person and responsive to 'All things bright and beautiful'. This personifies a caring person, a person who 'needs' and indeed 'needs to be needed'.

Of late, everything seems to be going so slowly - far slower than you anticipated - and this is causing you much anxiety and frustration. It would appear that there is little you can do about the series of events that now seem to be taking place. In spite of the fact that you feel like 'giving up' - don't. Take a deep breath and start over again and you will find that eventually the expression 'All's well that ends well' will have an extra special meaning for you.

All the problems that you have been experiencing of late seem to have become a part of your life and there is little that can be done to change the situation. Your emotions run high - but even though you feel as if at times you are about to burst this situation will pass. Try to release your pent-up emotions by participating in some extra physical activities like running, swimming, whatever. There must be some favourite pastime, not necessarily strenuous, that can help you to relax.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You wish to be left in peace... no more conflict and no more differences of opinion. In fact you just don't want to be involved in arguments of any shape or form. All you want is for 'them' to get on with it - and to leave you alone.


ok.. i hate to agree, but it's freaking true about me and what i'm feeling..

Try it, http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/

FUCK!

everyone is out to pissed me off!

what the hell is wrong with you guys?

can't you guys just tell me you cant be bothered?

when action pack movies ain't exciting
when comedies ain't funny
when your favourite movies and musics becomes so dull
when many things have been running through your mind
when you're not able to concentrate just 1 thing
when you think dying off would just solve everything


what do you do?

open up your window and jump straight down?
sleep through the whole week and never wake up?



i have no idea. help me.

okay.. this is what is happening.

1. i open up internet explorer
2. i log on to blogspot
3. log in to my account
4. and i forgot what i wanted to blog.

Yeah....

Oh yes

Ohhh..yeah..

Can this be true?

Tell me, can this be real?

How can I put into words what I feel?

My life was complete

I thought I was whole

Why do I feel like I'm losing control?

I never thought that love could feel like this

and you've changed my world with just one kiss.

How can it be that right here with me

there's an angel?

It's a miracle...

Your love is like a river

Peaceful and deep

Your soul is like a secret

That I never could keep

When I look into your eyes

I know that it's true

God must have spent...

A little more time

On you...(A little more time, yes he did baby)

In all of creation

All things great and small

You are the one that surpasses them all

More precious than

Any diamond or pearl

They broke the mold

When you came in this world

And I'm trying hard to figure out

Just how I ever did without

The warmth of your smile

The heart of a child

That's deep inside

Leaves me purified

Your love is like a river

Peaceful and deep (and deep)

Your soul is like a secret

That I never could keep

When I look into your eyes

I know that it's true

God must have spent...

A little more time

On you...

(on you, on you, on you, you....on you, on you, on you, you..) ohhh...

(on you, on you, on you, you....on you, on you, on you, you..) yeah...

Never thought that love could feel like this

and you changed my world with just one kiss.

How can it be that right here with me

There's an angel?

It's a miracle...

Your love is like a river

Peaceful and deep (peaceful and deep)

Your soul is like a secret

That I never could keep

When I look into your eyesI know that it's true

God must have spent...

A little more time

On you...

(on you, on you, on you, you..)

God must have spent...

A little more timeon you

(on you, on you..you....you..oooh..yeah)

A little more time

on you...ohhh